As If My Life Couldnt Get Any Better…

Angie’s Response…

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As I sit here and read Matthews blog…..he is sitting in my living room playing the xbox….hmmmm. The whole thing is, people argue and they say things in the heat of the argument. And yes, I will agree that I have gotten onto Matthews case a time or two here recently, but if I didn’t care about him or his future I would say “screw it and do whatever you want to do”. Matthew is very smart and has alot of potential and I just want him to see that as well. Also, I will just make this point, Matthew is free to go home any time he wants to, and the vacation next month…..that is with me and my family….not his. His dads not even going! So, if I am such a bad person then why does he want to spend all of his time with me……hmmmm….something to think about as you judge me while reading his blog. He posted this while he was mad at me and not sure what was going on with his future…..and I understand that it can be worrisome……but his dad should have never told the kids what I said during the heat of an argument. I was 4 hours away visiting my mom for mothers day and all of the conversations was over the phone. All of you reading this have parents that argue and I am sure at one point and time you have heard them say something that they have later took back. Just wanted to say how I felt and put it out there.

From As If My Life Couldnt Get Any Better…, 2008/05/13 at 8:59 PM

Beginning of Origonal Post:
You know the entire situation on whats been going on recently, Or well Most of it.. you know about the entire fuss about the xbox being hooked to the TV and all that mess…

As if i couldn’t get any worse, it did… My step mom is now very upset that i hooked it to the TV, and Very upset for my dad letting me, And now upset because my dad played it.. Joy Joy! She told my dad today that she was going to leave, Move out, and find a job. Some points of view on that story say that it seems like a trial separation. But people like me just do not know…

Of course she is mad… But She cant just be in love with someone, and not the next day.. Can she REALLY just up and leave like that? Or is she bluffing… Yea, U know what my guess is. recently she has been mad about everything, and bla de bla! And i am almost to the point where i could rly care less! About her… However, As you know i am VERY attached to Emily… And this is going to be just “great” if she moves and i never see Emily again… I am so attached to Emily, When i thought about the entire situation i went to watch some videos i had made of Emily, and it was all i could do to keep from tearing up…

But the big problem at the current time is, What is going threw Angie’s mind? What is she thinking about? Is she Bluffing, Would she go this far just to hurt ME to get back at me? Or is she rly serious? Thats what im thinking, And Well form what i herd she is “Moving out, and finding a job” Now from the sounds of things it will be here locally, And not back “Home” about 5 Hours away… But i dont know anything for sure yet..

And Now i have a whole new world of worries on top of everything else, Am i still going to watch Emily on the 15th… Are we still going on vacation next month? Questions, Questions, Questions. And Prob Questions i will never get an answer to until the day comes. but for now, i will keep my planner full, And if nothing happens, Or something changes, then ill have free Xbox time, lol.

But that would be devastating to me if she was to just move off with her girls, And well Ryan too, He said he didnt want to move again, so i don’t know if she will force him to move with her or what, After all, He is old enough to decide where he wants to go.

So My new List of worries, And no way to solve them: Angie may leave, and ill never see Emily again… Were surrounded by Tornado’s… I dont have a job… Were going to be moving soon (me and Mom) And a whole world of other issues im not going in to on a blog post, Would be long enough for you to read the top and china to be able to read the bottom… lol

so anyways, Theres my most recent problems/worries. Guess all i can do is set back and see what happens… But If you asked my friends, On how Angie has chewed me out for nothing, and how this past week she has been acting childish, You too would agree and see how this entire argument has escalated to this over NOTHING! Some think that the X Box Incident wasn’t the only thing making her move, No one knows for sure, So. Like i said, Set back, and see…

Plus i might add…
If my dad told her about me and her were going to “Butt heads” If she started on me, Then that too could have something to do with it, Because i went as far to make that comment. But like i said above, It is childish to act that way, I mean i can see not wanting a Xbox on your TV cuz u like to watch tv, But WTF, She was gone all weekend, The TV was perfectly able of handling a xbox, why not… If she wants that “False since of control” then whatever… But theres no point in getting mad over some little petty thing like that…